bro i am dying i wanna eat something but im lazy and dont wanna get up. even tho its been summer for about a month ive only been just now getting used to it (like a week ago i kept getting scared about staying up late cuz i thought i had school). its kinda killing me because i have to do yard workkk and my sister doesn't, but im getting paid. its also about 1 am so i should sleep soon... but i wanna start a new kdrama. i havent watched one in a while so i hope i find a good one. i can not stick to watching one thing tho. i swore i was gonna watch initial d before summer ended (all the movies and stuff) and all ive watched was 5 episodes binged in 2 sessions. meaning ive watched 10 episodes of the first season. bruh im not, dont get me started on one piece cuz my friend is rewatching it for the 3RD TIME. WHAT? i could last throught the first 15 episodes. i used to be the kinda person that could watch anything no matter how long it was. i mean i grew up watching shameless and greys anatomy. in 5th grade (during covid) i could watch a whole anime in like a day or 2. that's how i felt with my holy grail vampire knight. that was good but i even forced myself to watch all of beastars.. i mean its not like i forced myself, i had nothing better to do. and i dont regret spending my time that way because it sure was entertaining. i dont even rember half of the things i watched. im just kinda upset cuz ill probably never have a time in my life where i can just watch anime every single day without having to do anything, only maybe 2 assignments a day (i had a whole lot of missing assignments back then, but i guess it never ended up mattering) i also will probably never write this much again sooo bye for now